Makurayami
Akai Yagami
The Perfect Human.
"Ware yori sugure mono wa nashi"
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(7/6/06 9:16 pm)
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Life is never fair.
It is never is.
It never will be.
Well, some of you know that I disappeared afew weeks ago to go back home and visit my mom, she was in the hospital with just high blood pressure -- well as I have to come to learn today when I picked up the phone, my mom called to let me know that she was in the hospital all of last week and told my sisters not to call me.
She has was diagnosed as a diabetic and his mild heart problems. I say mild cause she would not tell how severe the situation really is if at all.
I just don't know what to do at this point, I want to help, I want to be there for her -- but I have a life here, not there -- we are seperated with about 1000+ miles of space between us and I just can't up and leave work for another visit. I've never heard my mom talk the way she talking to me this morning, her voice was weak and she has been restricted to the bed for the time being and my mom is not a woman who enjoys just laying around all day.
I felt the pain in her voice as this morning and it's just. . .arugh!!! I don't know what to do, I don't even know what to say.
Life is never fair.
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