June 1st - June 19th
It's almost summer! The last few weeks of school have come, and students will need to study hard for their final exams! Don't let up yet, or your grades won't be what you want them to. Of course, the weather is almost perfect and pristine, in attempts to lure students away from their studies.
(¯`·._.·[Perfect]·._.·´¯) - The Diary of Blaire Blackwit -
In the Slytherin Sixth Year Girls Dormatory, beside one of the four poster beds in a drawer, a very simple, black book is carefully tucked away. Little does everyone know, that the simple black book contains the beloved secrets of Blaire Blackwit, whom has set a jinx on the book for anyone who tries to read it. For, if any of her secrets were let out, she would feel destroyed. Completely destroyed. For no one must know the whispers that lie beneath the skin of a seemingly perfect girl.
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Well. I’m still in France. About half the stuff here in the house is in boxes, making it even more uncomfortable to live here. I decided to start a diary. I found this book in a box of my mom’s things in the attic. So, here I am, writing. I guess I felt obligated to start writing again. It’s the only thing I’ve got to express my feelings, now with mother gone. I can’t believe it. I can’t believe I’ll never see her again. But I don’t want to think about that right now. In a couple or more weeks my father and I will be fully moved into the house in England. I can’t believe all the stuff we have here. I didn’t even know we had an attic until I helped bring down a couple boxes. It’s amazing the things you don’t even know exist in your very own house. I can’t believe I have to leave all my friends behind. I can’t believe I have to leave Beauxbatons behind. I’ve tried so hard to get a good reputation and a good start there, and now I have to start all over again at this Hogwarts school. Father told me it’s a really good school though. He went there when he was a kid. I don’t know if I can handle it again. Facing a whole bunch of people. I’ve spent the whole summer with family. But, I don’t know, at least I know English very well, else I don’t know what I’d do. I'm writing this diary in English to get a head start. I just hope I fit in well. You know, make friends easily and get into my school work. This year is my O.W.Ls, so I hope I score well on them. My eating disorder is coming back again. It was disappearing last year, but now with everything that’s happen, I feel the need to be thinner. I need to make a good impression at this new school, and first impressions always start with appearances. It’s not like I’ve really felt like eating anyway. But along with the rumbling going on 24/7 in my stomach, I’ve got this hollow feeling like I’ve swallowed a big pill dry. I’ve got so much to worry about. I’m confident I can do it though. I just need to start having more control of myself. When that happens, I can do anything. Anyway, it’s really late so I better get to bed.
10.26.08Okay. So we're pretty much settled in Kent. Everything is just about unpacked and the house is getting a little cozier. Grandmother and grandfather gave father and I the family elf. Of course, we really needed it. Mother cooked and cleaned and held the family together. Now it is falling apart. Anyway, the house elf's name is Serge, and he's defiantly a help around the house. In less than a week I will be a Hogwarts. This is going to be so hard. I've been eating so much and I feel like a pig! If I want to work everything out at Hogwarts I first got to start with control over my own body! Once I know myself, I'm confident towards anything. I just need to stop worrying, and start concentrating. This years O.W.Ls, so I'll have to start working especially hard at school. I'm not sure why I'm even writing right now, I'm so tired, so I think I better head to bed. I have a few big days ahead of me, and I have to prepare for this new school. Let's see how everything turns out.
10.31.08Here I am. At Hogwarts. I never really pictured it to be this nice, but it is a beautiful school! Not as stunning as Beauxbatons, but its still nice. It’ll take some getting use to. The Slytherin girls’ dormitory is in the dungeons, and although it’s a bit chilly, I find it rather comfortable. It’s quiet. There is some kind of Halloween Masque going on in Hogsmeade, the little magical village located near the school, and right now I’m debating whether I should go or not. I mean, it’s only my 1st day. I should probably tour around the school, get more settled. But I don’t want to be a loner. I need to start socializing. Last year, and the year before, I didn’t have to. I had my same old friends since 1st year. But now I know no one. Absolutely no one. And it’s so weird when everyone around you speaks a different language. I mean, I speak fluent English, but I’m only use to speaking it to my father and writing it, so I probably sound horrible around here. So I guess that leaves me with no choice. I have to go to the Masque. It’s the only way I can get out there, know who some people are, and make some friends. I will have to be very careful though. I best stick to the Slytherin bunch. Least I know most of them are purebloods (or less mudblood at least). It’s just that I don’t think I’ll ever be able to trust muggles again. They are all just jealous and scared of witches and wizards., and all their fear leads them to murder. Anyway, I don’t want to talk about that right now, and I need to figure out what I’m going to wear. I think I’ll go with something simple. Like a torn, spooky looking dress or something. And I can tag Abbott along! I’m sure he wouldn’t mind. I just hope everything turns out alright.
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