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Hawthorne of Rathelle
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(11/3/06 1:48 pm)
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Please someone put me out of my misery
I just miscarried my baby at 16 weeks, I almost made it into the second trimester. I was almost past the bad stuff. I was only 6 months away from getting to meet the little life growing inside me, and now its gone, I don't want to go on anymore. I feel like the rest of me is dying inside now, and not even my boyfirend can make me feel happy and loved, how am I gonna deal with this? Especially since I had finally gotten happy about the whole baby thing?

Edited by: Hawthorne of Rathelle at: 11/3/06 1:49 pm
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Amber Ramius
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Kanami Miyamoto
"I search for The Truth!"

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(11/3/06 6:55 pm)
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Re: Please someone put me out of my misery
*hugs Hat-chan*

I'm sorry kiddo. I can't imagine what that must feel like so I'm not sure what my words can do. It's just one of those things that happens in life. Don't feel as if you cannot live anymore; if it gets too much seek help, find someone to speak to. It'll take a while but I'm sure more than anything that you can heal.

GideonThulann
Jun-Bo Tsuen
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(11/5/06 5:15 pm)
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Re: Please someone put me out of my misery
I am terrible sorry to hear that. *hugs* If i can help some how let me know.

Hawthorne of Rathelle
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(11/6/06 9:05 am)
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Re: Please someone put me out of my misery

I'm starting to recover from the shock. My boyfriend is really helping, he's being really understanding about my emotional outbursts.

Also, a friend of mine gave me a book to help put everything into perspective. If you haven't read it yet, I would highly suggest don Miguel Ruiz's The Mastery of Love.

xoshi64
X-oshi Hoganteki
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(11/6/06 3:00 pm)
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Re: Please someone put me out of my misery
Offers a hug. Im sorry, I could tell you was excited about having your first child. And I wished that it wouldn't have happened to you. Im sorry. Just look to your boyfreind for support.


Again Im sorry for your lost.:(

belovedstranger1ruby
Stella Midnight
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(11/10/06 12:49 am)
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Re: Please someone put me out of my misery
i am so sorry to hear that. if there is anything i can do, please let me know.

Hawthorne of Rathelle
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(11/10/06 8:37 am)
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Re: Please someone put me out of my misery

I'm starting to recover from the loss, and not a moment too soon, because the grief and guilt is tearing apart my relationship. Something like this always feels like its your fault, and I spent quite awhile trying to blame it on anyone and everyone else. Still, I'm seeing a grief counsellor now, and that helps. Thanks for the warm thoughts all.

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