What to do?
Its just another one of those What to do when you fancy a guy threads.
I was at a party on friday night and there was a guy, Kris... there, and we were flirting for about 4 hours until he came over and lay on me n then we started kissin and everyone left the room. We went upstairs n ended up naked, although that sounds really slutty it wasnt, it was realllllllllly romantic just cuddlin eachother most of the time, not full blown kisses just pecks.. lol... and i suppose i fell for him.
When i was in bed i asked him "in the morning are you ever gonna want to see me again" and he said yeah and cuddled me. Hes one of the most romantic guys ive ever met and i dunno what to do.
We swapped phone numbers and msn addresses, was talkin to him last night n he was sayin that he enjoyed friday night but was there anythin i didnt like, obviously i said no... he said he didnt like the silences because i was nervous.. so i know i could overcome that when i got to know him better.
Another thing was he said "last night was really romantic and it gave me hope of finding someone, maybe that someone will even be you, but ive got alot to think about before i make any commitment or decisions.
So basically i like him... i think we could be really good together.. and i just dunno what else to do
Well anyway, been talkin to him n he seems kinda keen n kinda not, he says he wants to talk and get to know me. Only thing puttin me off is i could put everythin in to gettin him and not get him. Its like betting everything you own, house, car.. everything on one thing and losing it all...
I wanna but is it worth the risk? Or should i just go for it... what i got to loose.. apart from everythin? We could end up happy together.. but i could end up broken hearted... meh so confusing.
Meh
Well id have to have a house and car first, but ya get what im sayin.... I'd loose all self respect n yeah im probably makin it sound alot worse than it would be but hey...
Re: Meh
I don't think you're aware of how lucky you are! Some people spend their full lives searching for someone and never find them! You've found someone! Go for it. Or else you might spend the rest of your life searching and if you dont find someone (touch wood) you might end up hating yourself for not trying it out with this guy!!