doppelganger
Unregistered User
(4/20/03 1:00 am) Reply
kindness
kindness
before you know what kindness really is
you must lose things,
feel the future dissolve in a moment
like salt in a weakened broth.
what you held in your hand,
what you counted and carefully saved,
all this must go so you know
how desolate the landscape can be
between the regions of kindness.
how you ride and ride
thinking the bus will never stop,
the passengers eating maize and chicken
will stare out the window forever.
before you learn the tender gravity of kindness,
you must travel where the indian in a white poncho
lies dead by the side of the road
you must see how this could be you,
how he too was someone
who journeyed through the night with plans
and the simple breath that kept him alive.
before you know kindness as the deepest thing inside,
you must know sorrow as the other deepest thing.
you must wake up with sorrow.
you must speak to it till your voice
catches the thread of all sorrows
and you see the size of the cloth.
then it is only kindness that makes any sense anymore,
only kindness that ties your shoes
and sends you out into the day to mail letters and purchase bread,
only kindness that raises its head
from the crowd of the world to say
it is you i have been looking for,
and then goes with you everywhere
like a shadow or a friend.
naomi shihab nye
doppelganger
Unregistered User
(5/9/03 3:58 pm) Reply
I am an intense sea
And while you swam ahead
You missed my wave.
Forgive me.
One of these days
we shall
Ride the seas together
On your waves
On my waves
One day, I propose
We ride
On the same
Constant wave
Amidst the Universe.
You are a calm sea
And at first sight
The rest of time
For me was clear.
A thirst for serenity
Instantly doused
Whilst serenity shall
Make its entrance
Not, enduringly
'Til absent times.
Let life and time
dictate their tempo.
doppelganger
Unregistered User
(5/13/03 1:44 am) Reply
atmos-fear_ pt:one
think me over: think me careful: think me till you make me circle: i am but a moment in time and know the rain you feel inside. forgive me....
blinking fear off
rains absent the forest
bring but surge and slosh.
waves beyond the beach
sinisterly suffocate the soul.
if the mind tries to connect
with yours even once more,
introspection would drown her,
how could it be disenthralled.
*
ebbing:feeling:evolving:flowing:
forever blinking in time
doppelganger
Unregistered User
(5/13/03 7:27 pm) Reply
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what am i to make of you?
you who wear cherubic canvas as face
you, who are inferno; smoldering, cool and crystalline
where fish swim like thoughts, ready at your feet.
washing over me liquid visions that see us as friends;
cyclical mirrors that come to no end
what am i, to make, of you?
found or not, i'm here
many marks on your question
and i wonder
is it time to cease your search
finding me or finding her
or finding him or finding you.
--I'm Wishing - morey & churchill
--I'm wishing, for the one I love,
--to find me today, I'm hoping,
--and I'm dreaming of the nice things,
--[WE]she'll say.
I'm wishing for massive space out-
side of any category
Hoping for the spirit of freedom to-
ward and from any avenue
ethereal
vibrating
resounding
is my flow, that's the rhythm at my feet.
Won't you indulge me in a dance
dear friend
Until your sought one, or the one who seeks you
arrives.
sunny in the early morning
cloudy in the mid a.m.
lacking in luster and love
so many people have forgotten
who they know
what they have
and how to share.
no wonder it's hard to say
HELLO
say HELLO,
say, say, say
HELLO,
say!
YOU SITTING on the floor
let your legs
lead your light
let your limbs
leap;
HELLO
is ... quantu-u-u-u-m.
doppelganger
Unregistered User
(5/17/03 2:32 pm) Reply
hello or not, i'm here/hear
in the blink of an i. i'm blinking you to find me.
red light green light one two three.....
tag, you're it; for me
hello
doppelganger
Unregistered User
(5/17/03 6:30 pm) Reply
good-bye for good
good-bye for good; for yours and for mine. we were too good to be true. best wishes my friend....
hello is good bye and good bye a new hello
hello is good bye to not knowing you
to being far from you
to thinking you circled
thinking you long.
a new hello is
what i want from you
something more spiritual
a flight beyond
evident laws.
i hoped to meet you,
in effulgent
realms.
where shall i
await
now ...
i am awaiting, of course.
awaiting you, not your masks
or questions
dry the rain off your cheeks
cool the drive off your temples
flow while i ebb and you ebb and i flow
raining still
waiting, awaiting, waiting, awaiting ...
still wishing
for the one i love
to find me
today.
ah, there you are, meinyou
youinme
let's reincorporate
ah, that's more fit
ah, that's more like it
not eclipsing
just connecting.
gravel rock under our toes
shall soon feel softer
than sugary sands
have faith in softer times
faith we'll need not hide
adopt or settle
or adapt.
castles on our own sugary sands
wrapped in salty seas
salty and blue.
let's reincorporate,
not eclipsing
just connecting.
doppelganger
Unregistered User
(6/14/03 9:02 am) Reply
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doppelganger
Unregistered User
(6/14/03 6:18 pm) Reply
it
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it wants
you to know that
it was & it got confused
you need not respond or be
nice know it did not cop an out
it expected, now it accepts it 4 what
the lesson of not knowing what was yet
it still sits expecting no real response……
it’s just sending you the know of just how
much it was scared oh so very scared of…....
just how bizarre it was getting and how just
not so for sure of all this it was, it was, it…?
if what this was, or not what it thought this
was whatever it still it wishes you ???????
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“What are the differences between masculine and feminine? What are the triggers for the two? Why do those triggers exist, and how do they operate? What happens when you juxtapose objects that can be perceived as masculine or feminine? How do the elements play off one another? I’m interested in pairing unlike materials/imagery together. …” Lisa Solomon
zonic = +
doppelganger
Unregistered User
(6/14/03 7:18 pm) Reply
hermaphroditique
the soul that holds a hermaphoditique spirit is the soul that is held outside of all concept and conceptualizes outside all prospects. such souls linger in air awaiting the irresistible dive into oceans of erotic hypnotical flesh-es. these souls beam light to the world; incarnate; like full formed art itself. you are this. you are both!
divide thyself not and watch you become one in duality, become young in divinity. become unlike, yet like many, exclusive to none; connecting; reverberating; shining as if you were; because you were the sun.....
doppelganger * regnagleppod
SUN
Una, uno, the sun is but one
Not all, nor the largest, star
Let's just be
Let's not relinquish, simply stream
Abolishing anything that we fear
Setting our souls free
Like pores on skin
Like spice on sin
Dance
Step on my toes if you will
My nerves just want
to feel.
doppelganger
Unregistered User
(6/14/03 8:50 pm) Reply
thank you
thank you for responding. thank you for allowing us this rising. past the useless denying. thank you, for you and for being my before; in so many times before this one. reflect: was this not wondrous? the way we decided to meet here, again, in this lifetime; again? are you not wondrous? you are wondrous, regardless of the outcomes you ponder? if i see you; i will see friend. a friend i have so wanted to be in peace with. my rest was an unrest and my dreams can now undress and thank you. in a word; i am speechless...
alpha
dop: speechless
zon: lol
dop: speechless
zon: lol
zon: with a mouthful! talkative, got time tonite ...
... spiral back to yesterday
yester-lives
the a of your day
the middle
the outward
epicenter
do you remember when
you were you
for the first time?
how were you
where were you
encircled in what bubble
might one find you
feeling or fleeing
aching or a assisting
was your heart
located, confused,
amissed, certain, rich
or, like mine,
mostly broken.
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