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Andre Kumocoo
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Absent Minded
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(5/28/06 9:46 am)
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"Wild Card"
That's what everyone's calling me lately. I honestly overheard this conversation between my friends Matt and Joey.
Matt: "She gonna be there?"
Joey: "Dunno. She's a wild card."
Matt: "That's too bad. I wanted her there."
Joey: "She's the grand wild card."
Me: (tired of feeling confused) "Who is a wild card?"
Joey: "You!"
that actually depressed me a little. Then I realized, with all my shit happening lately, It's true. I turned into a wild card to people who counted on me for church stuff (that conversation), for school (my friends), for posts (all ya'll), and there's a bunch more. And figuring out that, it hurt me. I was once a dependable anyone could say I would be there person. Now I'm a wild card.
And hopefully, I'm gonna fix that. So starting today my list of things to do each day are going to be:
~write at least 1 post for 2 different rp sites (I'm a member of 6 now)
~Work on Webcomic (spend 2 days on one page, no more than...)
~Get 1 scrapbook page done a day (gotta finish that monster)
~work on camp stuff.
I will be away for a little bit this summer, but I'll keep everyone informed. And in August, with the coming of school... my senior year of high school... I'm going to create a posting schedule, and stick to it.
I hearby promise that I will no longer be a wild card.
btw- There's no more "works of art" section. So please com check out my comic! Or What?
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